The 3rd time, I was a crying mess, which he has never seen me do so he knew he had royally blown it. I find that I walk on egg shells when he is home. I never give him shit for it. My sisters married to the temple served a mission etcв. But I can't figure out whether or not we will ever get to that stage with the current situation and I'm scared of wasting my time waiting for things to get better. If it seems one is unable to find a spouse within the church, which commandment do you keep. Most of all it's lonely. I wouldn't wish this shit on my enemy. We might not always like the way some priesthood holders act, but to disparage the priesthood is not being responsible. We need to come to a decision pretty soon and I really need some insight.
They are grown now and serving their country but luckily they still need Mom and Dad sometimes!. I have missed the Church in some ways, and certainly the blessings of a temple marriage. If she can see that YOU are what is important in the relationship, not what you or she believes, ya'll have a chance. There is a difference between commitment and time together.
Their pain is guarded within the confines of their professional experience. And I don't have issues with her, hell, haven't even seen her in over 20 years, but the experience with the whole Mormon thing gave me better insight in to many things in life. I know a lot of Mormons who were also not raised on fear and guilt and strict gender rolesвbut I was, as were many of my peers.
He did call frequently, so I don't think its a good sign that your doctor guy isn't calling. I like to think that what you said really resonated with her. Chances are you can't though. We DO live paycheck to paycheck. I look at my single male doctor colleagues and some of them are sweet and honestly looking for a connection. Certainly not my husband.